Reality's Revenge

I run with fear, guess my might ran out
so I just can't walk calm now
all the struggle from before gets us here
in order to take our air from us
in order of taking a lot from me
now I rush to meet the ones I have to kill
fast or not, beautiful or not

With my very own hands I have to do my approach
and hold my breath until my tongue senses blood
all that I want now is some revenge
you can tell by the way my eyes look
you can tell by the way I bite my tongue
and by the way my ears take the noise and profanities for me
because they once told me my crying was the coolest
and then you'll smell the blood poured from my arms

All of you have seen me on my worst, no good note around
now I have to cause some bleedings and bite some meat
so the stink here not only will be mine
so warm, so long ago
the light was always warm, soft fire on my skin
time and loneliness sand off your memories
leaving the impressions, wiping off the rest
sometimes all left from her it's a blur
now I realize I've slipped too much into random memories
I've stopped running a while ago

Reality hits you with a mail glove
but you have to answer with a smile
letting it know it won't always have things in it's way
although you've running on it's playground
and that you've to ruin somebody else's day
it's also part of it's fun, reality, you über bitch
I'm walking again, its easier for build up the rage
I'm reality's bitch today
tomorrow I'll be resting on a beautiful wooden bed
with a peaceful expression on my face