Al No Envidiar...

No sabes como me encanta verte así...
dejándome sin palabras y empujándome al vacío
con el gusto de verme salir para caernos juntos
nos defenderemos muy bien llegado el momento
y aunque habían cosas que quería hacer solo
sé que ahora quedarán mejor hechas,
quiero romper tu aliento para que robes el mio
aprender el valor de mirar al vacío en compañía
que al momento de quemar todo tenga con quién reírme.

Yo sé que puedes atravesarme el pecho
con tus manos y caricias
con el estilete de tu ira
o con una sonrisa tierna
e iniciar un incendio dentro de mí
con solo hablarme al oído,
hacer que me rinda en el momento justo
con mucho por ganar
y con mucho en juego.

Hay que arriesgarlo todo cuando intentamos controlar el fuego
y memorizar todo aquello que el día a día nos ha negado,
que busques en mi la sonrisa escondida
y que me hagas apreciar de nuevo el aire libre
mientras buscamos el elixir que nos ayude a continuar nuestras vidas,
así, podré pelear en contra del frío seco de la soledad
y me alivies de la crueldad del aislamiento
y al final, cambiar el tema de mis escritos.

Hazme salir que yo te haré reír
este es un fuego que solo los dos podremos controlar
y solo los dos podemos hacer que nos reduzca a cenizas
quiero ver la gloria que te rodea
sentir un poco de ella cuando pase mis manos por tu cabello,
ya no veo con desprecio a las parejas
yo no serán pasos solitarios esperando el fin
aunque estoy temeroso de perder todo
sobretodo cuando es lo único que evita que me lance al aislamiento.

Dejo que mis nervios me atraviesen y alimenten el incendio
que adornen mis rasgos de demencia
y me ayuden a combatir mi mal humor
creo que serás mi nuevo analgésico favorito
tanto en quietud como en pasión
así no sea capaz de mover músculo alguno en tu presencia
yo ya tomé la decisión
y me dejaré caer en tus brazos
así dure mucho o muy poco...

Nuevo Amanecer

Escribo de nuevo
inspirado por un hermoso cielo
generado por las nuevas oportunidades
mientras una risa de alivio cruza mi rostro
y un aire de esperanza en mis palabras
me siento como si no fuera a perder de nuevo
aunque en el fondo sabemos que no es cierto
y porque también sabemos
que este tipo de momentos no duran mucho
y aunque falta tanto
siento un pequeño placer del deber cumplido.

Quisiera que esta buena mañana
influenciara todo y llene de luz mis días
después de reírme un rato
acepto que no debo arruinar esta momentánea felicidad
con ilusiones inalcanzables o inservibles
al abrir la ventana
un suave viento arriba a mi cara
me acaricia para que tenga una sensación de alivio
algo que no sentía hace tiempo.

Mis manos se sienten hábiles
para lograr lo que mi cabeza quiere
quisiera sentirme así de liviano la mayoría del tiempo
cuando todo se quiere y nada se empieza
te llenas de esperanza mientras respiras
se siente como cuando ella me abraza
fuertemente y sin dejarme salir
así es como me aferro a la esperanza
hasta que ésta me ha llenado y es hora de actuar.

Es un nuevo amanecer lleno de oportunidades
eso coloca una sonrisa en mi rostro
sabes muy bien lo que provoca esta alegría
tenemos intensiones de unir todo ésto
quiero que me veas convertirme en cenizas
para que después de un beso tuyo
me veas salir brillante de entre ellas
quiero verte en tu euforia y estar ahí en su explosivo final
tengo fe que al verme desvariar y perder la cordura
no solo me estés esperando sino que tienes como ayudarme
y así tener el gusto los dos
de ver el mundo acabarse en nuestras manos.

Waiting For The Thrill

You knew always how to make me smile
and now, and I don't know how
I'm up to a hell of a ride under your influence
I guess it's an adaptation we both can have
somehow you made me realize I'm an ordinary man
with ordinary desires, nothing to change
but somehow I'm confused
and need to figure out the why, the when and the how
are we willing to go for it all?
Or we are here just for the thrill of the tease

Somehow you make me trust you
see? I'm wondering here when I should be there
with you, enjoying it all
enjoying the obviously good
accepting the bad
and fighting the ugly
but I need calculations
and this breaks all the charts
and still makes me smile and go for it

Now I'm wanting so bad the thrill of having you by my side
now I don't care the meaning
although such thing confuses me
I don't give a damn if you'll burn me or not
love me or not, tease me or not
where all this lust come from?
Loneliness? Madness? Easiness? Friendship?
I'm wondering... again... why?!
Must be insecurity from myself
even though I'll go to hell and back for you now
uncertainty that's one!

I just don't know if I'm breaking any rule here!
I just don't know if You're free to all this...
And that's huge! Mad, odd and bad
why coming out of the depression is so confusing?
I've must be desperate for happiness
that now I question every single chance I have
I can't tell if your offer is sincere
but at the end of the day, I don't care!

The remaining thing I can't tell is
what will I do when I see you again?
Should I go all the way down to Florida
or just say hi with a hug and let you begin...
can this friendship turn into a mad wall of fire,
or this new lust for each other become a nuclear launch?

But we will see, we will enjoy
and then we'll both die happy in our sweet intoxication
I can't tell about you, but I'm expecting it!
I've been praying all my life for a moment like this
for a sensation like this
for a poison like this...

A Curtain's Call

The stomach cutting sensation
after that spine shock
even after the blood rush
all seemed symptoms of a bad dream
my eyes are shredded
I can't discriminate any shape at all
I keep biting my tongue
the chills climbing back up again
see... you've been ignored just once again

Look at him!
His kind of low and his gaze is grim
kill him, kill him with everything you have
if you don't have weaponry or if your are out of ammo
look away from him
in the most disgusted and hateful manner
an afterburner look it's quite relaxing
after receiving bad news
or even after a damn cruel day

It's cruel I know
but it's the only way to make him go away
you know, that's what I need...
don't look at me, people wants me away...
don't look at him! Don't let it get close
perhaps wouldn't stand it
and end up all this trouble by himself
so it wouldn't be anybody's fault

The penitent people would have a weight lifted off
won't see him again...
he was the opaque and blunt side
if that shinny and sharp portion of the world
run, run away awkward guy
that stomach sensation of yours won't go away
anywhere you go you'll feel that

The cruel sensation of being ignored once again
you got the kind of freedom that no one wants
though they didn't thought on your mental health
at least you don't have to pray for forgiveness
that void it's all the forgiveness you'll ever need
an ultimate cuteness can be next to you
but it will make you be even more ignored
the annoying white on the background
that shape everybody draws over on a chalkboard
something easy to pass by

Deception Road

You know, all the bruises are washable
and the distance between loneliness and madness
it's very short, too close for comfort
we better take a burning sensation from the sun
just enough to make our walk less memorable
yeah, the girl just passed us, with that grin in her face
and her eyes very far from the presences of ours
she's the kind that will never listen to you
she's the one that will not wait to make you twitch in pain
better keep looking straight ahead the road

Oh, look! The hideous type!
Will lose her completely her will just to feel safe
Although some men like them, they end up hurting them bad
the rest of us just can't stand them too long
it's your choice, but I'd rather keep walking
but do not worry, deception road isn't near an end
you'll constantly regret not to have talked to them
but wait! We're not done yet...

Look the nursing type
she'll take care of you
but you'll have to remain perfect to her eyes
and let's be fair, who can?
and again, please don't start their anger
you won't last a week
what can I say?
I've been on a 20 year low ride.

But what's there?
She's good looking, she's sharp
she's smart and enjoys her life
the only issue is that no man can be at her side
nobody can be her match
she can't see and inferior guy as her peer
Oh no, don't look at her!
Her fidelity lies on the hands of another person
she'll sent you for a walk without any warning or reason
she cannot see by herself something better
she won't love it, or even care

but you have to face the only big problem here
they wont listen to you if don't talk to them
please keep that in mind midnight sadder
laughing stocks just can't cut it
if they remain silent, does not mean all your choices are correct
chances are slim, but we're a lot out there
remember, almost everything here it's optional
you can be eager to take one for yourself
or finish this road alone with me...